So, it’s been one crazy week for BadEvan. I’ve been visiting family, trapped with no internet connection, being a way from my dog, deleting old TXTs from Scotty (the EX), and hearing that my cousin Jodie was arrested for murder. I need a vacation from my vacation…

Starting at the beginning. I left Bloomington on the 6th. In the car for 4 hours with my mother and teen-aged sister. The car ride wasn’t that bad. It gave mother and I a chance to talk about all the bad that’s transpired over the past couple of months and the scary health things due to arrive. Sis just played with her new Ipod, most of the way. Instead of just heading straight for Highland, Il (Grandparents House) we opted to go a lil farther and take sis to see the St. Louis Arch. It was worth the extra miles, and mother freaking about directions. We went through the museum, Expansion Westward. I got yelled at by a 90 year old park ranger for touching a display. Well it wasn’t in glass or behind a rope. Continue reading →

I was just starting to get over him, Scotty. It had been a month since he ripped my heart out and poked it with a stick. He just didn’t love me the way I loved him. Scotty said, “It’s not fair to you.” What a load of steaming monkey shit. He just wanted to go party with younger boys. Now I’m left with the after math of his inability to commit or be truthful.

I had to returned the V-day gift I bought him Just before his birthday, Dec. 31st. A rose dipped in gold. Not an over the top gift, but from the heart. The girl at the jewelry store felt so bad. She remembered how hard it was for me to get the damn thing in the first place. Plus, come on, I’m a blogger. I don’t have any money, yet. I had to called Mike, an old chef buddy, to cancel the “special” reservations at his overly booked restaurant. “Well, you can still come. Maybe we could get something going on in the kitchen.” Nice idea, I’d like to slinging high dollar hash again. But not right now. Not on that day.
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Actor Heath Ledger was found dead yesterday afternoon of a possible drug overdose in his SoHo apartment. Fellow Aussie Mel Gibson said, “I had such great hope for him. He was just taking off, and to lose his life at such a young age is a tragic loss.”

He was discovered by his housekeeper around 3pm and pronounced dead at 3:30pm. Ledger was found naked face down at the foot of his bed. There is speculation that he overdosed on sleeping pills that where found in the room with him. An autopsy is scheduled for today.

Ledger was co-staring in the soon to be released Dark Night, the sequel to Batman Begins. Ledger was reprising the famous role of The joker, played by Jack Nicholson in the original Batman. The world has been a buzz for news of the film. Speculation running wild as to who and how the role would be revived. Images of Ledger portraying The Joker have been seen everywhere. Dark Night maybe the most anticipated movie of the year, possibly even the decade!

Ledger was perhaps best known for his 2005 portrayal of Ennis Del Mar in Brokeback Mountain, about two cowboys who had a secret romantic relationship. The role earned him an Oscar nomination. This role also brought him to the attention of the GLBT Community. This wasn’t his first gay role. At 17 he played a gay cyclist on Sweat, a down-under TV series about elite athletes. He said he wanted that role because there were so few gays on television, he figured he could get some attention if he did the role justice.He was reportedly in negotiations to reprise his Brokeback Mountain role in a sequel, where Ennis Del Mar comes “out” to his family, friends and neighbors. That would have been a very
interesting movie.
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This is my 2008 New Years resolution. Yeah, I know it’s a lil bit late. But better late than never, right? I have spent the last 13 days thinking about this post. I even had most of written. Then after yesterdays brake-up….

Why a resolution?

I need some focus and accountability in my life and writing. Things have been chaotic, to say the least. With all the medical crap, falling in love, moving out, moving in, getting ranked as a blogger, being stalked by a right-wing extremist, having my now blackened heart ripped out. Blah blah blah. I need a plan or at least route directions.

I’ve broken my Resolution in to 5 Categories:
Health and Fitness
Life In General
Blogging and Writing
Working, Money and Bills
Love and Romance

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Some of you may have heard that I was banned and deleted from EntreCard. Why was I banned? For posting porn here on my blog. At least that’s what the staff at EntreCard says. I was informed by an email, received shortly after being removed.

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Greetings,
Your account was flagged for displaying pornographic images. This was confirmed, and your account has been deleted. Sorry for the inconvenience.

Entrecard Team

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UPDATE:  I received an email from the EntreCard Support Staff right around the same time this article hit my front page. I have been reinstated ! WOOOHOOo!!!

My account has not been reactivated yet, but hopefully it will be soon. So, I’m puling the teeth of this post until it’s all settled. Thanks to everyone who wrote in support for me and this blog.